Darkness in the night

People like Sarah Palin can be governor and have presidential hopes. It bothers me profoundly but I live on. People like Glen Beck can have a platform to spew hate and idiocy. I get depressed and begin planning what country I'd like to move to but I get on with it.
But I will not stand for a world in which Joey Greco is allowed to lie right to our face viz a viz our naive hearts. How could he?! After, watching hours of YouTube Cheaters clips. Let me ask you something Mr. Greco (if that is your real name) how many times did you fake it? Was it all faked???...Even our little vacation to downtown Houston. Down by where the wildflowers grow. Your jet-black neat hair undisturbed by the wind from the bucket of applied grease... gasp I can't on, I need water to wash down this betrayal stuck in my throat.
(5 minute break)
It doesn't feel great to be cheated by Cheaters. In fact, it's probably the ultimate cheat. But during my water break I meandered upon this thought; can we blame them? Being among cheaters led to cheating. Still I ask why. Is it because you're insecure Mr. Greco that you cannot gain ratings with conventional TV vigilante practices? Is this a cry for help? I did some Googleing and found a psychology degree accredited to Greco. Naturally, he would know all the symptoms of insecurity and respond literally by the book .



Coincidentally, I've been playing this old Radiohead standard "Just." Now, the lyrics have taken on new meaning. A personal, deep hurt. A new hurt. As the lyrics go:
You do it to yourself, you do
and that's what really hurts
You do it to yourself, just you
you and no-one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself

Yes Greco you stab yourself and that's what really hurts me. It was all you and really no one else.
I can only hope for a new fake-reality TV personality to torch the way out of the dark woods.A deus ex machina to the insolvency of my life.